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| 11:31pm 23/04/2004 |
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meepins !!!!! |
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| 01:23am 11/04/2004 |
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x-
call me. and you know who this is. i don't like the way we just ended our conversation after 3 months of not talking. i have things to apologize for and if i knew your number, i would call you myself. but if you want, call me sometime, anytime, whenever you get a chance. i'd appreciate it.
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| 01:46am 10/04/2004 |
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wsup PUNK BITCH. |
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| 09:56pm 03/02/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: the postal service - clark gable
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remember me? hi. |
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| 08:02pm 18/01/2004 |
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i love you with everything i have and i will for the remainder of my life. <3
....or the remainder of the week.
this is where everyone tells me, 'i told you so.' |
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| 03:05am 18/01/2004 |
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WOWOWOWOWOW, THAT IS SO FUCKING COOL! |
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| 06:05pm 16/01/2004 |
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whatever happened to that whole apologizing thing?
i have a lot of money right now, and nothing to do with it. |
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| 05:19am 01/01/2004 |
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dear xavier,
you're the best thing that's happened to me in 2003, and i'm sure you'll be the best thing to stay with me throughout 2004. i love you more than any words could ever express, baby. <3 [insert lame kara kissy noise here] :D
love, kara |
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| 11:01pm 24/12/2003 |
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here's to 330 miles and 1600 miles.
cheers. |
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| 09:48pm 21/12/2003 |
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mood: calm music: Glassjaw - Siberian Kiss
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dear xavierface,
baby, i miss you. <3 we haven't talked in what seems like 582395749285 million days and i'm beginning to go crazy, i do believe. i hate not talking to you on a daily basis, but i do know that you've been sick lately, so it's understandable. i just want you to feel better, mmkay. i think about you every second of every day. i just, yea, miss you a lot. haha. </3>ever</b> happened to me. i love you more than i ever thought was capable. and i always will. no matter what. i love you, baby. <3
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| 02:33am 20/12/2003 |
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laryngitis + fever + crazy dizziness = </3
i miss my kara/girlfriend/everything very fucking badly. |
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| 10:01pm 17/12/2003 |
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dear xavier,
i hope you start feeling better soon. i missed you today. i love you so much, mmkay. <3
love, kara |
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| 07:47pm 17/12/2003 |
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i have a 101.7 degree fever.
i am jack's fucked immune system. |
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| 01:51am 14/12/2003 |
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[another entry from me, kara, shut up and deal with it.] <3
why do you always make me feel like this? more than why, how? everything you say to me makes me fall in love with you a little bit more. i've never felt so secure about being in love than i have with you. i feel safe, i feel protected, and i feel like i actually mean something to someone.
i let all my guards down for you, took a big risk, but it's been well worth it. everyday is one step closer until i can finally be with you. i try to look at it like that more than thinking about how far away it is. you make me look at the positive in things. you can change my mood within a one minute span of time. i don't know how, but you can. you have some strange power over me and i can't help but smile when i talk to you.
i thank god you came into my life, xavier. without you, things wouldn't be how they are right now, truthfully. you make my life complete, you make me feel at ease, and you make me feel comfortable with myself. i'm going to love you until the day i take my last breath, i won't ever stop. you're perfect and i'd be a fool to let you slip through my fingers a second time.
you're mine. i'm yours. nothing can change that, mmkay. i love you, baby.
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| 10:44am 12/12/2003 |
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well, i didn't want to make a big deal out of it, but this week was my exam week. and i just kept it to myself really and i thought i did a great job of time management and studying. in high school i never really studied, i just did brief look overs right before the test and just went 'meh'.
some people will be finishing up with exams next week, but all my classes' exams were wednesday, yesterday, and today.
i got gas today, and now i have 15 dollars. which will become about 3 dollars after my hair cut, which is in 2 hours. i still am torn between the three options, and will probably decide right as i sit down in the chair.
i had a dream about kara last night. what a surprise. [/sarcasm]
i'm sorry i don't write in this more, but i keep a paper journal nowadays and mentioning things twice gets quite tedious.
<3
-your sex [backwards]
edit: my mother will pay for johnny's airfare from miami to jacksonville, but only johnny's. meaning i will be staying here in this house by myself, because k-mac and alex are going to their future in-law's out-of-state, while matt is going to be spending christmas with his family and girlfriend in miami.
i haven't been able to spend a christmas with both my brothers since i was 13. and of all years, this would be the year to end that streak.
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| 06:53am 12/12/2003 |
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i love you, baby. <3
-kara |
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| 11:11pm 10/12/2003 |
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dear xavier,
thank you for being there for me, even when i'm a pain in the ass and complaining about everything in the world. thank you for making me smile even when i'm in the worst of moods, even if i don't let you know that i am, you do. thank you for being what i look forward to and what i make myself get up in the morning for. thank you for caring when no one else wants to. thank you for taking me back and forgiving me for the biggest mistakes i've ever made. thank you for making me feel like there's purpose to my existence. thank you for giving me something to strive for, something to depend upon. thank you for all the little things you say that make my days 10 million times better than they would have been without you. thank you for making me the luckiest girl in the fucking world.
i fucking love you, xavier. nothing will ever change that. ever. my feelings for you grow by the second and i don't think there's anything in this entire universe that could demolish or lessen them. i'm a pain sometimes, i know, but i'm trying my hardest to be anything close to what you deserve. you've become everything to me. i will always love you, that's a promise.
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| 10:42pm 09/12/2003 |
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oh sup? this is kara. :D xavier loves me. he really does, as seen below...
aROSEserenade: so...as your 'boyfriend' i have to know this.
aROSEserenade: it's like, incredibly important. paramount even.
karamelASS: ...?
aROSEserenade: ...was i right that you needed to take a poopie when your stomach hurt? :P
karamelASS: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
karamelASS: no, you were not. :D
aROSEserenade: OH BULLSHIT
^_^ so xavier was suppost to finish this entry, but he wimped out, so now i have to. but it's all good, because i rock like that and stuff. ;D
so today in fifth hour, we were talking about miami. :*( and it made me think about xavier and then i missed him 10 million times more than i already did. sad, but true. i have his picture taped on the inside of my planner, lmf. i randomly flash it at people in my classes and be like, "WHAT UP, G. THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND. YEA, BE JEALOUS. THANKS." :D i really do. i did it today. to my ex-boyfriend. he's fat. good times. ^_^
i'm horny.
moving on...;D "the way you make me feel. it really turns me onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn." michael jackson rocks, you know it. even though he'd probably want to molest me if i was a few years younger. </3
xavier, on the other hand, can molest me whenever he wants. :D hotsexinmyshower,kayTHANKS.
anyways. i'm done now. (everyone pray for a snow day for me tomorrow, thank you. :D)
'NIGHT XAVIER. I LOVE YOU, BABY. <3333333333 |
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| 11:34pm 07/12/2003 |
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everyone lies too much. it's rather disgusting. i despise it one hundred percent.
i'm tired of fake friends who instant message me with intentions to merely proliferate knowledge of their lives. it's ambivalence of melodrama and monotony.
teenagers are in love with the idea of being in love. my friends have beaten the shit out of this phrase about 80 times this past week, but it's accurate as fuck.
i want to move to wisconsin. it's going to be hard to say goodbye to 19 years of past. it's going to be hard to take shit from everyone here about my reasoning behind leaving. but i'm determined to. |
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